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60 Earth Hour~

what were u guys doing during the one hour?

i was facing my laptop with the power off

*as laptop has battery to support the power right*

doing photoshop

but it was really complicated

that is why i "swicthed" to picasa....

which is so much easy for a beginner like me to use.

i use my friend's pic to do the experiment

the tuning effect looks fine~

wad do u think?

and this is my own pic turn....

kaikai was standing behind me thoug

and Danny is sitting beside me.

we were doing our underwater scene in a pool

at Jalan Ipoh.

finally come to my lovely Minnie.

intro to you.

this is my minnie,

a present from my japanese friend,

Nanako during my year in japan.

it was 2004, so she is now 5 years old.

hehe..

BABY MInnie....KAwaiii

Production

Okay~

Dun misunderstand about the photo below.

Intro to you all , his name is Danny.

a musical Student from UPM, Serdang.

He is the male talent in our MTV production.

Oh well, I m proud to be his "girlfriend" IN the MTV ~

a very funny guy though,

have lots of fun working together in the MTV~

a special thing i have mention here is :

he is such a nice guy that willing to spend so much time for us

even though he has his own assignment to work on too~

we are so ThankFul to him:)

the song of our music video production

named "T-shirt"

so we have alot of couple Ts in the scene.

i like this pair of T and others as well

Howefer, already sold out though.

anyone can recognize the background of the photo?

take a look!

YES ! you r right, this is taken in Cineleisure Cathay Cinema.
very glad that we got the permission to do our shooting in one of their cinemas.

this is a very new and great experience to all of us.

we had some problems in adjusting the lighting

but very lucky that we have the

"technical guy" of the class

** CHEE HO**

to give a hand to us.

thanks Chee Ho.

and thanks for taking this photo for us.

that is why u guys dun see him in the picutre.

from left : Sze Ru, Pek Hsen, Lumiere, Kai Kai, Kinex, Danny, Evelyn and Navin

as u can see we have lots of props and equipments in hands.

we have video cam, tripod, props such as love shaped pillow,
lights and etc.

mm...we havent got a name for our production team yet.

still thinking about it, anyone with any idea??

my buddies again....

hihihi

Aunt Sue B'day

hohoho~

this is the cutest cake i have ever seen~

specially home made for our lovely Aunt Sue Birthday.

it is a present given by all of us,

her nieces and nephew.

Bryan, Sherlyn, Olivia, Evelyn.

the son, Jonathan was so naughty that

changed the arrangement of the little cakes

to make it another sentence

which are

"Happy birthday Pretty Sue"

and

"Sue Love Pretty Birthday"

this is the flower presented by my uncle Eric.

So sweet~~ i wish i can have this during my time too.

10 years later...20 years later....

still in love ~

yummy yummy~~

these are all the tipbids, dishes, fruit cocktails and etc

all prepared by my aunt.

she is not only a talented golfer, she is a good cook and baker too!

you will love the food she made once u try it.

the most popular cuisine she can make is

mashed potato, hotdog bun, and many more.

just cant finished writing all out.

we were all enjoying making the mini tart together.

kiwi tart with grape as topping.

i like it very much cuz it is not too sweet and

taste a lil sour..

before our guests arrive, sis olivia and i were busy snapping photos!

here i am trying to pretend cute again~~

sob sob

yo~ my niece, emenda-raise

and i m Aunt Sue's Niece~

Three generations...

this is the most delicious food at the party.

i miss it so much.
nyway, again i wish my aunt can always be happy.

thank you so much for taking care of me when

i was staying together with her last time.

she is really a lovely one, and i wish

her life befilled with all happiness and blesses.

love ya, Aunt...mwahhh

Utar Ball

attended utar Ball night in Sunway Spa Hotel.
it is a nice one but my physically tiredness has made me
feel so dump in the party.

there are so many people arounds
all pretties and handsome guys around,
very impressive very happening.

eve , kinex and navin



three of us just sticked together the whole night long.
the next day we were having our exam
and this has stopped us continue the party in
MOS after the ball night.

luckily we dint turn up in the club as
we heard from others that it was Horribly crowded
and not fun at all.

my buddies, kinex and navin are the best friends of mine
in UTAR, i really love to play around with them
and u guys just cant imaging how crazy we can be
when we "play" together.
haha

i hope this friendship can last forever....
love u girls

最近

那天，在学校的MAMAK无聊的看上这片天空，

觉得真的好美，天空真的好美。

我多久没有抬头看看天空了？

躲在自己小小的心灵空间里，把自己收藏起来，

觉得那么的寂寞，因为失去了我最重要的“寄托”。

我多久没有好好的为自己着想了？

还要为难自己多久，我顿时清醒了一会儿。
姐说，

“妹，要为自己好好着想,

要学会如何去分清楚该做和不该做的事。

学会放下一些再怎么做都无补于事的难过，

没有必要再为一个逃避现实，

不懂得珍惜眼前一切的人而难过了。

他不是不爱你，他是不够爱你，或更爱他自己”

路始终还是要继续走下去的。

停留在某个地方，久了以后就会发现时间没有

因此而等待着我，它依然是滴滴答答的走着。

时间走了，过了，事实还是事实，

是没有办法改变的。

就算我怀念，

就算我舍不得，放不下，那又怎样？

该做的我已经做了，我只知道我的心已经

无法再“累”下去了。

没有人扶助自己，没有人保护自己，

没有人爱护自己，心痛自己，

所以自己就要自己去扶助，保护，爱护及心疼自己。

不应该再让爱护我的家人

担心我，心疼我，这样是不孝的。

也许等到我真正学会放下以后，

故事就挂上了一个句号

从此就没有下文了。

我需要时间。

一首歌的时间

在一起叫梦，分开了叫痛，而没有做完的梦最痛。

才发现在朋友的MSN里看见的这个CAPTION
是周杰伦的《给我一首歌的时间》的其中一句歌词。
最近常听到这首歌，很喜欢周杰伦这一次的新专辑。

很多歌都很明白的唱出我最近的心事心情。
说好的幸福呢？不停的重复的自问，遗憾的是
谁也没有办法回答这个问题。就算傻傻的看着
天空自问，问了好久，也找不到任何的答案。

一首歌的时间－－歌结束了以后，什么都结束了。
结束的未结束，完成的未完成，才发现
梦境的“突然”结束，会带给人一种无法形容的痛。

事情过了两个星期，表面上我没事。
但事实上，不是这样的。
我很辛苦的很努力的，每天坚强的度过。
忙碌起来我甚至可以不眠，不休，不吃。
此刻的我， 很讨厌安静，讨厌一个人，讨厌夜晚。

昨天，紧紧地抱着爸妈，
我知道他们的心在想些什么，
我强忍着泪水和他们说再见。
把泪水全都往肚里流，只为了不要让他们替我忧心。
枕头湿透了，醒来的时候，事实还是事实。

我知道感情不是一切，
知道ｌｉｆｅ　ｇｏｅｓ　ｏｎ，
知道我可以重新站起来，
也知道无法往前走，更无法再回头，
知道身边还有很多很多我要去完成的事情。

但是我的心毕竟是有感觉的。
什么时候，饭团会变得如此懦弱，
就算是天塌下来了，我想我也不懂得避开了。

时间，可以给我多一点吗？
多过一首歌的时间，可以吗？
时间快快过，快快让我淡忘一切，可以吗？
我的伪装持续不了太久，我总会有崩溃的时候，
只是不知道何时，我的情绪才能像瀑布一样爆发出来。

反思，了解自己，
帮得了我的，也就只有时间。
那一句ＣＡｐｔｉｏｎ的最后一句让我更清楚地看到
那道伤口，还是个伤口，没有愈合的伤口。