不想長大

一個人傻傻的
眼睜睜的睡不著
天亮了，拖著很累的身心
一步一步的，在雨中漫步到洗衣中心
冬天的雨滴，讓人覺得更冷
抱著一包大大包的衣物
走到了洗衣中心，聽著ipod
把衣物全都丟到洗衣機里去
洗衣粉洗衣機放了，錢也進了
然后坐在一旁發呆

過了好幾十分鐘才突然發現到
自己的衣服在洗衣機里“干干”的轉動著
好奇怪為什么沒有水
傻傻的想了很久，才發現原來我選的那部洗衣機
有問題，結果把衣服拿出來
再堆進另一部洗衣機
再進錢，再傻傻的坐著等

我不想長大可以嗎？
難道這就是成長的代價嗎？
很心煩，很難過，很累，很無助
飯團突然好想家。。。。

winter vs malaysia

why winter vs malaysia?
nth , just for fun, cuz i didnt really know wad i wanna write for know.
just noe that it has been a long time i dint get my blog updated...
i guess friends who has dropped by here must be doubting wad am i doing
recently..or some may be missing me ...wahahaha!! mukatebal ~

winter in uk.....
i dont really like it cuz i need to work!!
it is really cold ~and i take it as a "Gila" weather...
i hate sleeping cuz i hate to wake up!!
i just dont wan to leave my bed!! and my thick thick blankie...
unfortunately i just have no choice.....

monday and wednesday will snow~
cousin brother just told me this....oh no~~~
i m gonna hang out in london with my sis on wednesday~
it is my off day on the week, cant imaging how am i gonna
walk in the FREeZING streets...

that day i went to oxford street, got my BOOTS finally~~
i shall post some photos right?? nyway, pls visit to my FB
cuz i really have no enough time to post photos in blogspot here!
DUNE, my boots' brand....love it so much!
mm.....my next target is HANDBAG!!! wahahahaha

i think i m getting mad .....
who to blame??? the stupid weather....
freeze till GILA．．．．．

冬天

以前在日本
冬天的感覺和在英國的完全不一樣
不知道要怎樣分別，他們都說日本比英國冷
但，不知道為什么我覺得還是這里比較冷～

冷冷冷
每天一睡醒就是冷
睡之前也是冷，真的沒有選擇啊。
又過了一個星期咯，時間過得還算充實。
明天又是星期天了，好開心哦，因為只開工半天，
時間比較容易過。

嗯， 不寫了。
好累～～晚安。

一個星期

一個星期沒寫了
原來我忙了一個星期
來到英國已經整十天了
工作也做了一個星期，哈哈
今天發薪水了！！

今天，十月的最后一個星期六
是一個很奇怪日子～英國的每年十月
的最后一個星期六都會多一個小時出來。
午夜十二點一過，就變成了十一點～
很奇怪吧～也許有些人都不知道我在說什么～

英國和馬來西亞的時差是七個小時
可是今晚十二點一過，時差就會變成八個小時
手機， 手表，鬧鐘都要調整一個小時～
對我來說，是件新鮮的事情。

像現在，十一點半收工了，吃了宵夜
沖了涼還是十一點半～哈哈。。。多了一個小時時間出來。

好想念馬來西亞

打開雙眼

晚餐過后，
陪著姨丈，駕著他那輛帥呆的BMW650跑車
到三間餐館，一間一間去走走看看
一路上，和姨丈聊了很多
到了，還在車上聊了很久才下車看看。
一路來，他是怎么樣開始創業的
過程中有多辛苦多艱辛
我不知道。

對他的背后我總是有很多很多很好奇的東西
一個英文不通，中文看不懂的人
是怎樣可以創業，維持他的生意
管理那么多事業，人事及計劃呢？
我和他聊了很多，知道他的優點
雖然不是很清楚，很深入的知道
但，唯一可以感覺到的是他那追逐夢想的力量
我問他，為什么一年可以換過八輛的寶馬
虧了也無所謂，不心疼嗎？
他給我的回復，聽似開玩笑
可是還是傳達了一些信息給我

他說喜歡玩車的人是笨的
但我覺得他笨得開心
他說創業很難，守業更難
這句話我聽了不少遍，但這次
親耳聽見他說的，我深信不已
他喜歡大大聲說話，哈哈大笑
和員工親密說笑，但卻不失老板的氣質
我不知道改怎么形容今天
眼前所看到的一切。

生活其實就是夢想
追求目標，完成夢想
世界沒有公平，也不會有和平
飯團要看的世界還很大，要走的路還很長～
真的很長。。

天空之城

其實這個標題是亂亂放的啦～～
昨天在飛機上飛了整十三個小時。
累倒～～～～

當飛機一起飛的時候，我其實很想回家
為什么每次踏飛機都是這個樣子啊！！
飛機一直飛一直飛，飛了很久都飛不到，
我恨不得它馬上u-turn，可是那是不可能的事。
其實既來之，則安之。
我很喜歡這句話，因為可以讓我平靜下來。
四年前，飛往日本的時候也是這樣告訴自己的。

有件是我想強調的是飛機上的食物真的多得不像話呀！！
提供兩餐主要套餐之外，還有雪糕，花生，
本地糕點，芝士蛋糕，果汁，咖啡，
茶，任由你吃，任由你喝。402個座位的飛機只
承載著百多位乘客，也許是乘客不多的關系吧。
空姐空少都不停的問我們要不要這個，要不要那個。
態度友善到，讓我有點不習慣。

飛機降落在倫敦的機場上已經是馬來西亞的十一點半了。
護照檢驗過后，拿了我的行李和包包我推著手推車
慢慢推出去，期待著看見舅舅和阿姨的那一刻。
可是我卻誰都沒看到，結果還一個人繞來繞去
找阿姨，找舅舅，哈哈。。后來阿姨從我的背后
叫了我一聲，我還以為他很厲害，可以認得我，
可是，原來她是認得我手上那個，她賣給我的包包。
哈哈。。

媽媽，爸爸，讓你們久等了。
其實阿爸睡覺了，我知道。還有那個大蔥頭
昨天真的抱歉因為沒辦法上網和你聯絡。
我的白天黑夜都變得亂七八糟了。
我飛來的時候是白天，十三個小時過后
來到倫敦，盡然是下午，
我一天就吃了整7，8餐。很累了，
可是這里才傍晚8點，結果強忍到這里的
12點之后，才好好入睡。很冷可是在被窩里很溫暖。
以前從日本飛來的時候，完全都沒有時差的問題
可是這次卻被考倒了。飯團是愛睡豬！

早上七點就醒了。外面都還暗暗的。
現在才慢慢的天亮起來。剛剛送表妹出門上課的時候
冷風吹來，我的腳都快站不穩了，哈哈。
讓我想起以前在日本的冬天。
飯團又來了呀！！！上次在沒選擇的情況下，
只能在旅館和阿姨舅舅碰面，
這次我真的來了啊！！！ 飯團來咯！！

怪怪的心情

今早在表哥的餐館幫幫忙
時間過得特別快，午餐時間已過
我和媽媽和回到了家里，小休一會兒。
眼前的包包，看上去似乎收拾好了
但，卻很擔心大頭蝦的我漏了些什么。

真正的算起來
待會兒向吉隆坡出發以后，我就得等到
明年一月，才可以回到來我的家鄉了。
三個月，不算長。去到另一個環境
適應新生活，是我接下來要迎接的挑戰。
飯團不易被打敗，背后的支持和愛
都不允許飯團退縮。所以只有前進
只有加油，只有勇敢！


我的部落會多份新鮮的感覺
生活也會跟著有改變的突破
很期待，卻有點舍不得。
期待回來的那一刻，期待回到家里
飯團加油啊！！

倒數

又回到了我最愛的家鄉。
昨晚，不知道是什么推動力，
讓我一口氣從吉隆坡一路開到家門口
一點也睡意都沒有，沒有想休息的感覺。
兩個小時十五分鐘就到了
老爸一睜開眼睛就說,"到了哦？”
但是，當我一到在床上的時候
電話聊到不小心睡著了，因為我睡醒時，
電話是擺在我的臉旁邊
真的對不起咯，沒想到原來自己
真的那么累，累到“晚安”都沒說
就到頭睡著了。

距離啟程的星期四就只剩下三天了
三個月不算長，但也不算短。
還是不要想太多了，拿出四年前
去日本的那股勇氣，勇敢的面對了。
一年都挨過去了，三個月真的不算什么。
飯團加油哦！

成績出爐咯！

成績出爐咯！！！
那天，原本是去學校和我的伙伴
也就是我的新朋友Denise一起寫稿
準備歡迎會的主持程序，結果突然間
聽到耳邊傳來的一些讓我聽了
坐立不安的話語，原來成績出爐了！！

我們一時停下手來，一個字都想不到了
因為真的沒法專心在我們的講稿上。
心不停的跳，那種既緊張卻又渴望
揭曉的心情真的讓我好難受哦！！

吃過午餐后（還有心情吃午餐）
我們就趕緊到電腦室去面對那事實已定的
局面。可惡的電腦卻慢的像老烏龜那樣，
害我們緊張再加上緊張，折磨呀！！
結果好不容易讓我成功進入我的戶口的時候
我輕輕的推推我手里的“老鼠”
慢慢的慢慢的望下推。。。

第一個看到的是國語的成績！！
竟然看到了EX，由于緊張過度了，
以為自己“肥佬” 了，嚇得頻冒冷汗。
清醒的Denise提醒了我說那是exempted啦！！
后來一個一個看下去，才看完了我的成績。

總得來說呢，我還是挺滿意的。
因為比自己預期的還要好很多，
而且還比上個學期進步了.提高了我的
總平均分數，接下來就要更努力的維持下去了
飯團加油！！！

吃吃吃

最近不知道為什么老是找東西吃
一天可以吃個七八餐的，好恐怖
而每次想吃就吃，吃了又覺得內疚
真是矛盾啊，飯團～～

那天，和爸媽一同去拿了機票后
就去血拼，然后帶了爸媽去“花園”
吃午餐，飯團介紹的肯定沒有錯啦！
阿爸果真吃得非常開心，媽媽也很滿意
哈哈，害我興奮了一會兒～～
覺得很自滿，因為爸媽是食神啊！

機票拿了，所以我就沒有不去的理由了
雖然擔心，雖然不舍得，但我還是得去。
因為，擔心，不舍得的背后是支持是鼓勵
我一定會克服一切，給自己一個出去
走走的機會，看看不一樣的世界。

飯團加油啊！！

我告訴阿爸，這餐就讓我請吧！！
他卻說，好貴的一餐啊！！說來說去
我和媽媽都不明白，原來他是說
機票他付了整五千，換了這餐～～
哈哈哈，風趣的老爸！！ 你還是那樣可愛～～
卡瓦伊吶！！！！哈哈

老爸與他的最愛，鹵鴨米粉湯！！

媽媽的最愛-茉莉花茶，好香好可口哦

這就是飯團最愛的慈祥媽媽！！

1998-2003

1998-2003
five years...i had a very happy 5 years in this place.
ever since after my primary school times
i came to this place, a small but beautiful and "green" school.
why "green"? because i bet this is the most beautiful school
with its natural scenary arounds. Green grass, Green tree and blue SKY
my secondary school "SMJK Dindings" not "dinding" pls~


today, i went for breakfast at pendek's stall with my buddy since
secondary school---->ching~ when i was still in my sweet dream,
the phone rang and when i answer the call, kena scolded cuz i never reply her sms~
too tired perhaps.



guess u guys must be very curious about this noodle stall's name right?
why pendek?? i dun really know the reason and i think it is
the owner's nickname~ though he is not very short....hahaa
pendek noodle stall is located nearby my secondary school.
i love the place because it is under trees~~ very shady and cool..
here is some pictures of the foods



walking around in school...realized that it has been lots changed...
the building is renovated...the canteen is new builded..
and some new classroom "so call Digital Block" are newly builded
with air cond inside....this school is small, but it is all wired~
means....students there are having their own ID card, username
in the system and everything related to "computer system"

i can see theres lots of different as compared to our years...

this really attracted my eyes

the place we used to stay for revision

i really love this school.
it is small, but nice and wonderful.
i miss the teachers here....too bad it is sunday
else i will be able to meet my teachers...

Life in Hometown

it has been almost a week since i m back from PJ..
Hometown life is so much different from PJ life...

by comparison, i can simplify it as below.

FUN = PJ (cuz there's lotsss of entertainment, hometown has less)
TIRED = Hometown (lotss of housework...more commitment)
HAPPY = Both (PJ has Kinex, Hometown has family,hehe)
BUSY = Hometown (have no enough time)
MONEY = Hometown of course!! hahaha(no need to spend a single cent)
FOOD = Hometown (more healthy !! no need to eat outside!)

wonder how are all my coursemates...
DC, wad are you doing ~~ back to IPoh d? going to HK soon right?
Ken ler?? wad are you doing....KC back to penang d??
Kaikai doing wad ler....Jess, Sze Ru, Paul ler???
what about Gary? everyone working part time??
or still in Honeymoon?? Bel sweet sweet lor, right??
hahaha...anyone can update me about friends in UTAR?

onigiri is still resting at home....
havent find a part time job...still have no planning for this 3 months
Holidays ....quite headache~ cuz itsss too long...

hehe...missing everyone there...

Sakae Sushi

Restaurant : Sakae Sushi

Venue : 1utama

Time : 9.30 pm

Reason/ purpose : Celebration for "Final is OVER"(YEAH!!!!)

After few weeks final examination weeks

riceball is really tired and bored

study ...sleep ....eat....exam ....

this kind of of "routine" really making me

feel so tired.....

thanks to my bf for planning this dinner.

we were actually plan to have korean food tonight

(Seoul Garden) but ended up in in sakae sushi ...haha
Reason? duno~~ just suddenly changed our mind .

we enjoyed the dinner very much...

talked alot ...lame jokes and etc....

i feel very happy and glad for everything

he done for me...thank you dear.

here are some pictures to share with u guys..

The Bento set has baked mushroom, scalops, and salmon with terriyaki chicken as well. not really nice though ...keke

Kimuchi Ramen, Marugo Sashimi and Asari miso Soup

(my favourite soup)

Complicated

OFFICIALLY wanna announce that final is finally over.
It was supposed to be a happy "HAVE FUN" day....
as accordingly to our plan, me and Kinex went to
Mid valley again for SHOPPING~well, we dint really have
any "target" though, 'we still go without any doubts...
in a heavy rainy day, the traffic was not as smooth
as usual...it changes my perception of thinking that
"going to mid valley from my place is REALLY easy"
No, i have to make this clear...traffic today seriously
make my leg and hand so "sour".....i mean tired cuz
i m driving a manual car k~~~

Finding parking in mid valley was even worse~~
wonder why there are so many cars there in mid valley
at 2.15pm, we cant find any reason why there are so
many people stuck in the mid valley at this time~
wasnt it weird? and one more thing, the some of the parking lots
are all closed and there are few guards standing there
not allowing us to go in !! wad a stupid guard~
(since i cant find any reason for the thing happened,
i just simply blame the GUARD~)

we actually dint eat anything until 3pm today...
without any delay, once we found a parking lot
we were actually "flying" to our friend's working
place to have our dinner. It is located in the GARDEN,
an open concept japanese restaurant named ZANMAI.
the food there is pretty good~~ any japanese food fans here?
hehe

well, this trip ended up with a very bad occurance..
KInex's handphone LOST in MIDvalley...
both of us like STUNT and really sad....shopping moods
just disappeared within the moment we cant find the phone~
I bet the phone must be dropped somewhere
or somebody has snatched it!!! DAMN stupid bodoh Idiot thieve.
I curse HIM!!!!!!!!!! even is a SHE also i CURSE

wad a bad day...rICEball is in moody~~~
worry about my dearest kinex, she must be very sad now.
This girl always hide sadness in her heart...
that is why i m worrying about her...
i hope everything will be fine soon....

Jogging

Yahoo~~~~
yesterday right after my Blogging time,
Enyi and Sherine decided wanna go jogging together with me~
and kinex do wad? she SLEEP!!!
hahahahaha

from 17/41, we walked out the the Cendol Tree
to meet Enyi~ okay, Cendol Tree is the Tree where
the Cendol is sold, hahaha, people who lives around here
will know where is it.

Ok, let me make this clear, we means sherine and I
why ? because sherine is my roommate.
so wad is the story about these two friends?
Both of them have similarities which are :

1. they are both my form 6 classmates
2. they are both from Sitiawan!! my hometown
3. Now, study together in UTAR

Next, we spent about 1 hour plus to walk / jog
around section 17, from 17/41 to 17/4 to 17/17
until we reached sentosa 17/38....this time i seriously
move my body and SWEAT alot. felt damn good~~

hehe...
tomorrow is the last paper for this sem final,
after this, THE 3 months holidays are waiting for US.
so ~~~ ?? wad else~~~ VERY HAPPY lorrr
can FLY alr......

this is the cOURSE for my jogging..kaka..Taken right after the exam, it was about 4.30pm...wad a heavy TEA TIME~~

Exercise

Exam exam Exam ....
it is all because of exam , every day i just sit down
sit down and again sit down.
study study and study.
eat and study and sleep.
wake up alr, eat again and study..

Exam time = sit down and write
Revision time = sit down and read
lunch time = sit down and eat
dinner time = sit down and eat
driving time = sit down and drive (though this is definitely unavoidable)
blogging time = sit down and blog
msn time = sit down and chat


see, 1, 2, 3 , 4, 5, 6 ....all SIT
i wonder since when i never do exercise
even a simple one ~
last time when i was in high school, at least i did play
netball, basketball, dancing and jogging.

now? NOTHING.
quite guilty cuz sitting too much and never do any exercise.
i have forgotten when is the last time i had SWEATing.
this is the reason why this RICEBALL is getting more like a "ball"
no reason but because of no exercise.

today RICEBALL must do some exercise
AT LEAST to get herself sweat.....
Riceball GOGOGO!!!!!

From Kinex

Ok, Guys and Girls
this is a comment that the very "brilliant" wanted
to leave for my blog with the title of
"the only thingy i like about exam".
She is ovbiously, truely and vegetably "Brilliant"
as what our advertising lecturer used to comment.

After she spent quite few minutes to write
the long long comment, she suddenly found out
that she is not a blogger and not a google user~~
wad a brilliant joke is this ~~hahahah

I see she so pityful~ so I suggested to post her comment
as one of the blogs here~just wonder wad is her comment
share with u guys and girls , so here you are.....

Oh no.. y I leaving msg here is jes wanna tel u
guys one secret..When the riceball study til very
TENSION she will suddenly stand up and she will
ask (forcing) me to stand up too...AND..u guess wat
she wan to do?? jes stand up and do some exercise
and even sing a song... after do all those thg she will
sit down and study seriously... But, today she change
her styles... While i chatting wit my Guy Frens in MSN,
she start mumble me and say i cant chat wit guy and
tel me how pityful my BF is??say until like i m betraying
my BF...wad a Kepoh!!keep working..earn every
single cents for me and yet i jes chatting wit a GUY frens...
OMG.. imagine how crazy she is?? her brain cable fix
wrong ad lo~~!!! Miss Ira u are destroying one “brilliant”
student future… She needs to stay at TAnjung Rambutan ad..
whahaha….kaka….

so !! everybody ~~SWEAT???

The only thingy i like about Exam

Finally the "power" comes back to me.

At least i can read more and memorize those important points.

can really study "efficiently" now and yet still wanna BLogging.

BLOGGING FEVER~

Kinex and Navin are making fun every now and then

ok la, I myself also very naughty keep on kacau they all..

hahahaha....but when i think back our exam days

the most precious time i have is the time when i do revision

together with kinex and sometimes Navin does join us.

The super duper big table in the living room in our house

is so prerequisite as our study table always has to be as messy as possible.

urha~~~ see this is our table~

3 Dells Laptop, 3 sets of notes, 3 pencil box, 3 water bottles

and 3 crazy girls...not in the picture~sry

but of course after the exam we do clean and tidy up our books
and everything.It is really nice to have these two girls to be with together...

especially when we are all in pressure, we comfort each other

and give the best encouragement to each and other.

can you imaging that three of us will actually dance like

monkey when we are reaching the peak of TENSION!!!
level of the highest Craziness....but it is really nice to have

friends to crazy with together~

Love you girls, Kinex and Navin.
3 girls from Perak are in Da House~~~GambatteING!!

Battery Low

Aiyo~~~bismillah al rahman al rahim...
Tuhanku ...bagi ouhm la sikit...

Dear everyone, don't get shock
Yes!! you gave a right guess, your friend
the riceball is getting crazy very soon.
c&r is not an easy subject to study.

Even though Tips and Answers are all given
I m still "bluring" , i tot riceball is very energetic nowadays
unfortunately since 12 pm until 4pm now
her brain is still stucking half way.

can anyone help her to fix the cable?
i think machine is rosak alr......help~~~~~~

Back to PJ again

Hi everyone,
I am back in PJ here again.
Kinda tired after 4 hours journey by bus.

the last two papers is coming ...
after four 4 days holiday in hometown,
tiredness is still there....kinda difficult to get recovered.
why?? cuz the exam is still ON!!

Radio Broadcast paper was a difficult one,
MMS is the "blurest" one
and English is the "RUSHest" one.
till now, all papers are actually torturing us,
just the ways are different~~

I believe all can expect wads gonna happen on the next paper.
C&R~~~~~the words are all so ridiculously difficult to memorize
and again there are so many things to remember~~~
gosh ........who said Broadcasting is an easy course to study???


Anyone here has the same feeling with me....
wad Daniel said is correct, for those who are still
aiming for The PResident's list or First Class~~~~
the chance is near to ZERO.....

Blog warming~~~

ello~~everyone
This is my new Home for blogging.
Always wanted to create a blog "house" in blogspot
but dint actually take an action to create one~~sry...

Hanging around in Dc's blogspot, i hv found out alot of
BC's ppl's blogs there~~~I feel so outdated when i got to
know so many of of my coursemates are actually so active in
BLOGGING~~~

Daniel (Dc's Fake thing), Jimmy Dai Lou, Jess, Predator...

and so on ....For those who has always visited to my blog

in Msn may know that i NEVER write a blog in English.

sorry la Daniel, i bet u never visit my blog cuz u dun understand ..

hahah, but nvm la....from now, I officially announce that "RICEBALL"

is joining blogspot !!

Tepuk la tangan.....

hahahahah

nyway, it is really nice to know more about your friends thru blogs.

issnt it???Blogging help us in writing too right?

hehe